Encrypted just ripped it, but I fall apart in the script spit

Cause I don't get it, I don't see,

I just bet it just won't be

Anything but a reality in me.

 

It's frustrating, JUST MAKE UP YOUR MIND

But I must be hating, because I break and bind.

Just fake the find, you have fun with your life, I'm not flying in blind.

 

I follow a course, I make on my own,

I swollow with force but I shake the stone.

I refuse to follow what everyone else decides, what everyone else divides,

you've destroyed yourself as someone this chick confides.

 

Knowing where you want to go,

Not following the flow is somewhere I don't know but I demand to grow.

Ten years from now?? What will I become?

I don't fly dumb, I have a heart from the start but I made it numb.

 

You base your decisions off what your heart speaks,

I deface my visions and go with what my mind seeks.

Just find tweeks, I'm the opposite of the normal female, I prevail as kind geeks.

I wish I could be like you and just let it all crash out,

but I smash doubt and be new, determined and true while you sass pout.

 

Basically, I understand what you have to say is normal,

But to ask me to change, no more strange,

that idea belongs in a worm hole, a relationship for the formal.

I wouldn't be me if you change what makes me unique,

Can't handle it, well then I don't need your critique.

Take it or leave it, I'm staying the sick freak.