Shitsuren Rozu
S is for seren. the calm that would wash over me when I would forget the pain.
h is for hot. the way my blood would boil everytime I would see you.
i is for illustrate. how you would show ur true feelings for me.
t is for torn. how u thought my soul should be.
s is for scared. at the thought of what you really might do to me.
u is for unconditional. the way our friendship should have been.
r is for resolve. the courage i found to leave the pain behide.
e is for exhale. remembering the day i could finally breathe easier.
n is for numb. the way my heart felt with every blow.
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R is for regret. my biggest mistake was falling in love with you.
o is for open. that's what my eyes are now.
z is for zero. this is what i really meant to you.
u is for uncertain. the doubt that my life will ever be the same.
Now that all the pain has ended, I've now become the Shitsuren Rozu.