She was, She Is
P { margin-bottom: 0.08in; }
Growing up, I always felt like she could do more
She was big on me working hard, but not her
At a young age I had to clean and cook
She was the mom. Now, how does that look?
When I was in high school I had to work full time
I wouldn't have much of anything if I didn't
She sat back while I was on my grind
Little did I know
It didn't look like she was doing much, but she was
Sitting there watching me go through life
“Not doing much” but giving good advice
Telling me I'm beautiful and that I could do anything
Fighting through sickle cell pain every day
Cooking, cleaning and mothering all the way
Didn't realize how hard it was for her
But she handled it with much grace
And I had the nerve to say she didn't care about me to her face!
So focused on what she didn't do to see all that she did
We rode the bus but she took me everywhere as a kid
plays, museums, amusement parks, the zoo
So many experiences, but just to name a few...
What was I thinking to say
“Why couldn't she try harder to care for her kids?”
If I could go back and talk to myself, I would say
“It doesn't look like she's doing much, but she is
A single mother with three kids
Do you know her fight to live?
How much love she has to give?
In and out of the hospital, but always smiling
Encouraging you to go college and be something”
How dare I disrespect the Queen?
Saying she never worked or did much of anything?
She raised me right and now I stand on my own
But still, I haven't come close to taking over her throne
This woman is strong and some people would never know
Even in times of despair, she won't let it show
She is the Queen and I am her warrior princess
I've got big shoes to fill, so it's time to get down to business!