Shades of Her
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Shades of Her
this boy hollered across
the street at me talkin’
about/ “hey lightskin
lemme take you on a date/…
lemme run my hands through
your light skinned hair/
across your light skinned hips/
lemme kiss your light skinned lips/
lemme love you light skinned./
he’s got me twisted/
with his eyes that roam
the places where my body curves/
with his posture that leans towards the places
he seeks to take/
don’t call me light skinned like this
proliferation of pigmentation/
makes me less than a black woman./
don’t call me light skinned
like the rape of my great great
grandmother ought to give me some kind
of prize/
I don’t want your damn prize./
I am deep ebony motherlands
and 200 tongues/
I am from middle passage survivors/
Harlem writers pounding words from sidewalks/
moving in places like their black skin meant something/
Real/
don’t call me light skinned like your complementing
the places where white men owned her/
touched her/
took her/
don’t call me light skinned like I’m gonna
smile and bow to you/
your historical interpretations
and miscalculations do not render me white/
stop quoting our oppressors/
stop eating your own vomit/
walk up to me right/
I am a black woman. /
black woman, Angela Davis
liberating minds/ grasping things
from their root/ black woman/
Shirley Chisolm and Rosa Parks/
black woman/ Michelle Obama,
Maya Angelou, Oprah/ hips
and a voice/ music/ rhythm/ language/
Wait.
they’ve drawn color lines between us and them
for too long/
dark and thick like iron curtains and Berlin walls/
twisted our hair into fences between us/
our hips/
our shape/
our skin/
injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere/
I am a woman./
black and proud/
but I am a woman./
in all these shades of black/
blue/ red/ and brown./
I am Malala and Alice Paul./
I am Harriet Jacobs and Billie Holiday./
I am Lupita N’yongo and Kerry Washington/
My name is not light-skinned./
I am as black as they come./
As woman as they come./
If you scratch at my skin deep enough/
you will find liquid black as coal/
if you peel me apart you will find the word
woman sketched upon my lungs./
Don’t call me by any other name but my own./
for these divisions/
deep like caverns/
deep like words heavy with meaning/
thoughts heavy with dreaming/
only lead slowly, slowly/
to silence.