Self Pity
My thoughts are eating me alive
My conscience or the devil's lies?
I hate myself for being naive
Self-centeredness is my number one peeve
I always end up in a problem like this
Wondering where my self discipline is
There has to be more to life than this
More than wasting time waiting for happiness
I let my mind wander recklessly
Sometimes it returns to mess with me
I rely on my luck more than common sense
I never really got past adolescence
My name means lovable but I feel so unloved
My name means loving so how to I love?
I'm sad
I'm depressed
Full of recent regrets
Why do I obsess
Late at night I face my fears
Late at night I shed my tears