Slowly that smile crept up on me
Taking me off my feet
Through thin air
Cold winds
It all still howls honest regrets 
But yet i feel careless
It never actually lasts
I care about everyone and everything
Theres not much to change
I am, I am scared to fall
But im so distant from reality 
Feels like once i get so close to ground 
Im here grasping onto anything that i can hold just to feel closure
Neverless I lost 
How can quiet become so loud?
How can slow become so fast?
How can stop these precieving thoughts?