Seasons
I opened my eyes one spring afternoon
and found I could not breathe.
I thought I was alone
and that everybody leaves.
I closed my eyes one morning
praying for the end.
That June day, someone saw me
through my play-pretend.
I opened my eyes one midnight
and struggled to breathe in.
The August air hurt as much
as the ache of loss within.
I closed my eyes one evening
praying for the fall.
The heat of the summer had burned me
and made me lose it all.
I opened my eyes one winter's dawn
and found that I could breathe.
It was a struggle, but I've learned
I'm not alone; I've got me.