I search and search to find what I want
Just to Realize I’ve found what I didn’t need
Searching gets tiring
As people inspire me,
Until the deceit; coming from what EACH person was desiring
The lies
Keep us Tied-up in Knots
Enslaved
Strangled by Games we all play.
Things unsaid that I wish that I could Say
But No
So Problems get held close
Because stress is how I’ve learned
And Grief is the water to my Burns
In a Way
I search and search to find what I want
Just to Realize I’ve found what I didn’t need
It’s easier for me-to accept denial, then to deny what's acceptable,
It’s easier for me-to accept denial, then to deny what's acceptable,
It’s easier for me-to accept denial, then to deny what's acceptable,
But that’s not acceptable to God.
So that’s unacceptable for me.
When is happiness unimportant?
Well when is unimportance an important factor?
Portions of disaster distributed from actions enforced through actors
In which are masters of masking actions,
Causing bridges to get severed faster,
Understand…
As I’m falling into heaven
The Rain is getting Wetter
and Dreams are getting better
But don’t sleep
Because you won’t want to be-
Caught in a web of lies
Searching and Searching to find what you once had
Just to end up recognizing everything that you don’t have
It’s not sad
If you smile with a warm heart
But smiles turn to frowns as the world turns cold
Cause= Frowns from a child
Effect= The young grow old
Quick
What I don’t have is missed
Love and Hate are in the mix
Because everything I know
Just appeared like magic tricks
I’ve found what I should’ve been looking for the entire time

I have Found God.