I would love to capture the moment and freeze the frame. The weather could be snowfall, rain, or a warm summer night. Ideal for a moment like this. I cannot fanthom how I can see what lies inside your mind and see all of your thoughts and fears. I can see the light shine, I can see the past playback in your mind. What do you see when you look into mine? Can you feel that shutter of pain or that wave of nerves that claim me? Can you, did you hear my silent whispers?

Conversations, text messages all of the past. The present there is space between you and I. I could take you beyond the borders of my emotions and thoughts and paint a layout of my inner being and my current state. Unfortunately I cannot say the same for you. Yes, I do wonder and ponder about it all. Yes, I am being truthful.

The present is panning out and the future remains hidden not yet revealed. If I saw you I would not be able to control my reaction, let alone tell you how I would act. If I saw you I would fall to shambles or shy away and hide. I do not know how or why. All I know is the cause of it all.