sanity of one mind
lately
my thoughts have been
dark
what if i just ended
it all?
everything
feels so heavy...
a weight heavier than
i've ever carried.
i am slowly being crushed
by my own mind.
my mind use to be
my paradise
my sanctuary
my safe place .
now
i dont feel safe
in my own thoughts.
boom
boom
boom
am i safe?
boom
boom
boom
how have i managed
to corrupt my mind?
boom
boom
boom
i just want to end it all,
but i hesitate.... why?
boom
boom
boom
how did i let myself down?
i was not
taking care of the most
precious gift i have received...
my mind.
dear me,
i am sorry. i am lost.
i am tired and dont feel like
fighting anymore.
can i just lay down and rest?
forever?