This Is A Sadness

I can’t explain it, I cannot name it

This is a feeling, I cannot shake it.

This is a sadness that never goes away.

It eats my heart up, makes me throw up.

This is the dreading, I’ve come to hate.

This is a sadness that never fades.

I feel it coming, there is no dodging.

This is the emptiness, I’ve come to crave.

This is a sadness I can’t escape.