Running from Myself
Mother and Father
Stand above her,
Looking down on her angelic frame
She's so perfect, brilliant
We're so proud she has her life together
She's so happy and cute as a button
We raised such a wonderful child.
Her morals are straight and so is she...
Mother and Father
Stop hurting me
Don't you see all the scars
Your proud words have created?
Mother and Father
I'm so sorry I'm a monster
I only hid
Because I knew I couldn't bear the look
Of your disappointed faces
When you found out who I really am.
You say it'd be fine
If I chose my own path
But God!
How I know that is false!
Mother and Father
Both look away
When I draw the knife across my skin
And scream in pain not understood.
They think I am happy
They turned their blind eyes
So they don't have to see
How I'm just like them,
Struggling and crawling my way through the mud
And Hell itself so I can be myself.
Mother and Father
Don't act so surprised
You should have known my habits
I'm sorry for the lies
But could either of you really accepted me?
Now that I'm gone, maybe you can
Because what choice do you have left?