To wake up with pain,

To wake up with the same thoughts as yesterday

To look at myself without knowing myself,

To be alive but yet feel dead

This is how it feels when that rose, that pillow, that chair is empty, gone

To be here but yet somewhere else 

To look away with tears but yet walk foward

To live in the shadows but still stand in the light

To open your eyes and still be asleep

This  pain is when love is lost, when love is destroyed

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