Reflection of the Debilitating Will
I'm once again claimed, beauty has lifted the mist from my mirror
In it I find a resounding reflection,
I grasp us...take us in...take in us
Curves, and contours, age and worry, protruding from our face, from end
to end
You see for a period I had hid him
And I'd almost lost sight of who he truly looked like
I was becoming a painting of unwarranted emotions, that weren't my own
and it was a place where I lost what it meant to be
a reflection of my own goodness
From beyond the glass he screamed,
He was stuck, he hungered for the whole
but I was holding to tight onto only half,
and all for the jeers of the concensus, all to support the views of those
who didn't see themselves in a mirror
but you see on the outside I seemed happy
but it was love, that showed me that without my reflection
I am only a...I'm only...just a...just a...husk.
I looked in him and saw beyond
I saw tiredness but in the eyes invigoration
I saw refusal but I also saw forgiveness
I saw the grotesque, but it held a beauty
I thought I saw in him sickness, but truthfully it was I who was
in bad health.