I just wanna fall asleep to the sounds of my

Broken fan and my tears soaking up into my

Pillowcase

I'm just a shit person who tries their best to do things in the best interest of everyone else and I fuck up and turn it all around to me

I can't remember the way your arms felt on my skin

But I scorn the fire they sparked inside 

A place where I try not to show how much I care

But decomposing memories keep fogging up my vision

Just leave me with my drugs and my empty arms