Read at 8:45
She screamed at me through the typed words on my phone
She forgot everything I did for her because I didn't give all my time to her
She didn't have to say it because I knew what she was thinking
"You are my slave...I don't want to see you with anyone else."
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I continued to apologize for something that I did not do wrong
She never apologized and continued to play the victim
I was the victim, but she made me the criminal
Framed for a crime I did not commit
I fought back and pushed her away before she buried me in a grave dug by her words
She typed her last heart breaking words, "Fine, you weren't a good friend anyways...I don't need you."
All that remained was silence and "read at 8:45"
She didn't deserve a response
She never listened, never cared, and faked her empathy so I could listen to her
She used me like a rag doll, and threw me in the flames to be burnt after overuse
She hasn't apologized and she never will
I deserve better and there are better people who deserve me
I deserve a friend who understands that I'm flawed, that I make mistakes, and that I'm not just their slave
I deserve unconditional love, not a point system that determines what I recieve
I deserve a friend who is able to love me like my mother, be loyal like my father, and be a lifelong companion like my sister
At 8:45 I knew that I didn't deserve her and her bullshit