Rainbow Of Possibilities

 

 

Am I the shy girl that sits alone in the lunch room

 

 

Who barely speaks 

 

And silence is her friend.

 

Her whispers so quiet like the wind.

 

Alone and by her self,

 

Scared to make friends.

 

Depressed and suicidal

 

Her problems never end.

 

Or am I the girl who is so social

 

Like a butterfly she descends.

A girl who talks a lot and loves

 

Making new friends.

 

She smiles and see life

 

Through rose colored lens.

Nothing brings her down,

 

She's so happy,full of zen.

The girl who listens to music

 

Who's engulfed in lyrics,

Screaming and singing her heart out

 

Till she can't bare it,

 

Lost in her headphones

 

Gone from the world

 

Her only friend an instrument

 

 

In this musical whirl.

 

The one who lives in fantasy and fun

 

A world with adventure and love 

 

She finds this world locked in a book

 

Or she molds it upon a paper

 

With pen she writes

 

Or with pencil she draws

 

A reality unclear

 

A dream so far.

 

Am I me?

 

The girl who walks down the street

 

And goes to school normally

With a smile on her face

 

With friends by her side.

 

She sometimes writes,

Sometimes listens to music,

 

Engulfs herself in books

 

And sometimes she loses it.

 

She's strong and smart

 

She can be happy or sad

 

She has days like everyone else

 

But goes on as well.

This girl is me.

 

A mixture of possibilities

 

But only one,

 

Me.