Pure White Mind
Heart worn on my sleeve
I’m told its made of gold
Empathy at its max
Doing what I’m told
Innocent mind saying that the world is just fine
Malicious thoughts start bleeding into
My pure white mind
I learn my escape is a paper and pen
Spilling out my thoughts from now until the end
The rhythm of the words
Become my life line
Trying to find control
In this chaotic life of mine
The pure white mind is now drowning in black
I’m starting to think there is no turning back
Helpless feelings and tidal waves of doubt
I’m choking on the water
My lungs trying to push it out
I learn my escape is a paper and pen
Spilling out my thoughts from now until the end
The rhythm of the words
Become my life line
Trying to find control
In this chaotic life of mine
I start to conserve my energy
Building up for my fight
I start to tread water
Not giving into my plight
These waves of doubt can keep pushing me down
But I know now that I will never drown
I learn my escape is a paper and pen
Spilling out my thoughts from now until the end
The rhythm of the words
Become my life line
Trying to find control
In this chaotic life of mine