pruned
a pruned tree sits
in the corner of a room
naked but for its vibrant
green leaves
pruned
trimmed
cut to shape and size,
perfect in all ways
conceivable
sitting pretty to be mooned
over and admired –
able to be shaped and
molded like a hedge
to suit the needs and
wants of its owner.
a tree, pruned and cut down
to an unnatural starkness,
denied the warmth and
comfort of its wild branches.
for one, the tree is
tall and smart,
confident and proud.
for another, the tree is
precisely how it’s wanted,
small and dumb
without faculties and
full of hesitation.
the tree sits
pruned
lifeless
cold and withering
dry and dehydrated
under unbearable lights
and the sharp burning
of eyes, smiling eyes
who don’t know.
the pruned tree rests
precariously on a battered
stump, cut and cut and cut
until it will sit flat.
the tree has fooled itself,
has had to fool itself,
into complacency.
because look,
look at their smiles
and their laughter.
they love me, touch me
gingerly, decorate me, and
place presents beneath me.
I’m perfect this way
and that way
and that way
but not wild.
never wild.
the ornaments would
not hang.
no, my leaves would not
smell as sweet.
I would hurt them.
a pruned tree sits
gaudily decorated,
heavy beneath the
baubles
and the eyes.