I don't know why I still think you're worth my time

You have made me cry for so many nights

You get angry so easily 

And it hurts

I want to say I hate you

I fucking despise you

But I don't

And I don't think I ever will

Even when at times you've made me think about going to sleep and never waking

I love you 

Even when you’re bitter and sour

I love you