Hmm

I had a talk with the man upstairs

Still can't seem to figure out why the eyes on my face seem to shed so many tears

It's like the sun doesn't shine in places that are dark

And the words flowing through my head don't seem to drive me to a higher spirit even when I sit in park

Born into the world of cold, lonely, and forgotten souls

Missing the information of data that the CIA can only be hiding

I search to find the reason as to why they are currently residing

In my mind are the enigmas of life, swimming around like alphabet soup bowls

These letters are missing and I wish to find their whole

I am forgetting that in the world there are places that I cannot reach

Summits that I cannot climb, there are mountains that I cannot peak

Scrabbling to find a territory to call my own

I lay dazed and confused as I listen to the words of a Drake song

Double cup love, you're the one I lean on

Feeling for a fix, then I should really get my feen on

I promised the world that I could be great

At the moment right now that seems like a blur

I made a promise to the world that I cannot concur

At this time in the world, love is only an image to hate

Sex is a reality to what we thought could only elate

There are no promises left made in my heart

Cause as this poem goes on I begin to forget the point to where I start..