All my life I wanted my dad
But I never had that and it makes me sad
When I see other kids with their parents
I deep down can't understand it
Why I can't have a normal family
Its like yall just had me and abandoned me
And years later came back but you never bothered
Trying to understand me
And you never asked me how I felt
Because deep down I hate myself
And maybe that's why you left
Because I'm fucked up and you
Didn't offer to help
Fix what you destroyed
I know deep down you wish you had all boys
And I took that shit hard
So many things you said I will forever keep it in my heart.