Pleasing Me
A Lot of people could tell you they don't recognize the person I am today
I used to let the world drift by and follow the beaten trails laid out at my feet
It was easy to follow societies casting system on what I should do or say
I didn't see how conformity was tearing the individualist apart within me
The girl who wore blue and purple lipstick had faded to chapstick
A face of vibrant color was now one as blank as a fresh piece of paper
It seems as if my own creativity had grown sick
A sickness that seemed to linger and cloud my eyes like vapor
And the best way to get rid of a clouded mirror is to wipe it all away
Something changed within as if someone stuck a match and with that first spark
Melted away the sombor world of grey
And with the first sight of a bright colorful day I began to make my mark
The grey was not just a sickness, it was a form of metamorphosis
I had grown and evolved into more than I had ever been before, filled with buzzing new ideas
The feeling of self love and creativity flowing through my veins was the medicine I had been craving that put my mind into a state of pure euphoric bliss
I began to learn that the only person with pleasing
Is me