Pills
Location
Its slumber nary broken
The beast inside the mind.
Pills are the token
To leave the past behind.
The beast inside me stirs
As my heart cries out in pain
From a million tiny burns
Of life
And love
And loss
And name.
I can’t suppress it any longer.
There’s no place left to hide.
A surgery for the doctor
And all my time to bide.
But the time I’m biding’s bitten
Only moments left to last
The life that I’ve rewritten
The one we lived too fast.
I’m screaming.
I’m crying.
I’m shaking.
I’m dying.
Change is in the air love,
And change is all you fear.
Send your pleas for up above,
The darkness is growing near.
The Beast and I were two.
The Beast and I now one.
There’s no place left to hide
There’s nowhere I can run.
Dark savior, my Beast, forgive me for what we’ve done.
But we both know that you can’t.
Cause you’ve already won.
How do you run from your own mind?
You Can’t.
You Don’t.
It’s Impossible.
You Won’t.
I’m Falling.
I’m Withdrawing.