PHOBIA
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Phobia
I really want to call you,
I’m desperate to say I love you,
But I can’t because am afraid you’ll say it’s not true.
I stare at phone all day wanting to call,
I really want to hear your voice, Trust me I really do,
But I fear you may have better people to talk to especially those whom you know.
Every time I see you at school.
I silently whisper to myself I just have to ask her out.
But the thought of you being with another, reminds me of a thing called rejection.
You’re a beautifully strange creation and i really want to figure you out.
I’m really into you though I just can’t let you know, I get I’m swallowed by the phobia trying to understand my current situation.
I really want to get to know you,
Though am in lost deep in my phobia.
Maybe I should I should just suck it up and approach you,
Or maybe I should I should just invite you over.
But I know none of those ideas will work,
Besides you push me away with the thought of saying I just met you.
I really want to be with you,
But I guess I’ve gat too much phobia.
Emmanuel Rayan Daka ( Le Red InkHeart )