Philophobia
If you were to fall in love with me
I would pity you. You see it's not because I
hate you, not because i think i am better
If you asked me to be yours I would tremble,
But not out of joy, not out of anger. If you
were to flirt with me, I would run away,
but not out of disinterest, not out of fear
of it being some cruel joke. You see in this
case you are actually not the problem
It really is me. I am not some normal
person, who can just fall in love, you see
This problem isn’t just me, but the word
Love. So if you were to fall in love with me
I would pity you for I can’t give it back to you
If you were to ask me to be you I would tremble
in fear. If you were to flirt with me I would run
From you because it scares me. I am sorry for
this inconvenience called philophobia