Philauta
[Verse 1]
With the lonely touch of dawn
I silently reach towards dusk.
Euphony extends its hand within the papery crowds
Uncanny whispers within the sturdy cars
Another world seems still the same
With little things varying, I’m still sitting
[Verse 2]
To be honest,
This whole thing is obsolete
Wishing to be remembered was never really a treat
I have nothing to reminiscence about me
This place is fine as it is,
I’m sick of it as it is.
There’re too many screens shining brighter than me
It’s daunting to be
There’re too many mirrors manifesting whom I really should be
And yet I’m still apart of me
[Chorus]
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[Verse 3]
What harsh truths do you prefer to ignore?
Is free will real or just an illusion?
The harmony within my soul cries out to you
The familiar scent of ashes burns me.
Can you be real with yourself?
How do you be real with yourself?
I know myself enough to know that I’m still alive
But I’m breathing the lifeless soul of my life.
[Verse 4]
Now hear me out, I’ve cried many times to dance in the rain
I’ve flown many times only to fall back down in pain
They say “there’s no gain if there’s not any pain”
So why is it that destiny decides to make me so plain?
You see that I’ve,
Too, have been hurt
[Chorus]
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[Bridge]
You say you want to die, but lives it much harder
You say you need to leave, but your tracks’ been broken down
You say you should let go, but puts on another weight
You say you would ask, but your words stumbled even more
[Chours]
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[Outro]
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