Suicide letter

Tell them I've had enoughI'm tired of crying and my heart is achingI feel like the world is against me and I can't find the strength within to carry onI've been strong for o so long Tell the devil he it looks like he won this go roundGod will forever be my first loveBut ever since I've lost myself I've been waiting on my kingdom com Thank you to forever believed in me Please don't me sad just know that I'm finally happyAnd though I've penned plenty of suicide letters mentallyI've never had the courage to pen something so vivaciously  I think this one means much moreAs I type out my feelings it's like the darkness evaporates to the floor