Oh, my! The wait is consuming my heart
It was worse then when it had to start
On the first day, with a last kiss to spare
Now I never know what or where
Or anything about what your doing and such
I guess all that I have lies in my trust
I can only hope you also trust me
No...not only hope because I can see
That you do...well also you said so
But I am trying to find ways to say it, though
My broken thought process makes it hard not to dream
About anything but you so dream of you is what I seem
To never cease, the love pierces so deep
With each lovely dream all I wantt to do is sleep
But an eternal sleep is what I'm afraid of while I live
I try to be careful with the love that I give
That's why I give it to so little things
Because disappointment and suffering is all that love brings
Until I found the meaning of it
Now love is amazing, a feeling I covet
I savor every touch, every sight
Hope in that soon I might
Be able to reach inside the picture I hold
As the tears melt the ink, running warm to cold
To reach into that picture, a perfect moment in time
When i can accually hold you and your accually mine
Having you as mine is all I could ask for
There's only one way I can say it, and I say it with your sense of candor
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! And my heart isn't broken
While it is being strained, all you've done is awoken
A fire inside to fight and wait for what I want
2 more months and I can proclaim my love on front
Of those beautiful eyes, holding your wonderful hands
Giving me all I need to do to be man
And live and strive and fight and make
All the love that is here, no matter the time it takes
Wait for me...I know you will but...please
I will yell and I'll beg on these bruised knees
And beg to you and beg to God up above
That I never have to stop sharing love
With the love of my life, and hold you until the last day
A full life with my love, in every perfect way