People Will Talk
“People will talk”, my mother said,
“About your overripe dancing in that dress”
“You are not the same baby I raised and fed.”
She is right. I am a seventeen now, still dancing like no one is watching.
Should I feel ashamed? Or should I be angry that she’s stopping me from having fun?
People always talk. It’s what they do. And only a fool would believe everything said is true
But who am I to give them something to talk about?
I wasn’t even stepping over boundaries. I was undermining my own fears of being a bit more social.
I like the attention now but maybe that’s the problem,
I focus on its pure smile and am blind to its deception, its toxic grin.
Eyes dance with my body and stares pierce like swords,
Words echoed throughout the ballroom drawing even more attention to me.
I remain blind until am warned by my mother,
Who has sat through the party realizing my constantly changing age.
A child I am not but a woman yet to be
If only I can label the growing voice inside of me.
“People will talk” is a phrase I yet to hear
For it is often spoken to girls and daughters dear.
Always looked after, more than the boys
As to never be seen as too foolish or indulging
Because boundaries we must maintain and certain bridges we cannot cross
Like ladies we must act
Or otherwise,
People will talk.