As the tube sucked lanes into that white powder. 

 

I think about what got me into that dreadful hour. 

 

hopeless and ashamed of what I've done 

 

while my friends promised this would be so much fun. 

 

I throw my life away with every sniff 

 

as my muscles go so very stiff

 

I try to pull away 

 

but it just makes me stay. 

 

It makes me do things I don't want to

 

as I drive down death avenue...

 

the car accelerates. 

 

I try to control it but there are no breaks

 

faster and even faster

 

I'm no longer the master. 

 

than abruptly.......crash 

 

"Where is my beloved stash......."