Lyrics go like this ?....
“ honestly try to be....try stay occupied ....BEAT DROPS ...
I Try to stay occupied,
so I don’t lose my mind
But but can’t stop thinking the whole damn time of how this just ain’t right.
I try to bring peace
but it unleashes this beast
As it breaks on through just passed the breach
crushing the threshold I hear it screams
I realize it’s you
as you thrash through
And you
beat your feet against the cold concrete leaving cracks that elevate these bleeding streets
like the cracks in all your stories ya to try to convince me
But please baby please tell me please
what are your true visions and dreams you see and seek
when you lay naked under those sheets ?
Do you reach for False materials means ?
Or do ya possibly try to seek to find the true essence within me ?
What’s that inner voice that you choose to follow ?
is she a bit terrible or is she meek?
Facts and purpose seem bleak
Am I am losing end
Cause this sure isint no winning streak”
Then goes back to intro
“ I try to stay occupied so I don’t lose my mind I can’t stop thinking the whole damn time about how this just isn’t right I keep trying to bring peace
but each time you decimate
me you create the destruction
Like Frankenstein‘s monster
and ya turn it on me
Deflecting your true essence into the reflection of me
Then ironically the villagers who see Me start to flee like the tears that flee this trauma I breath from inside me
But never see the truth and reality
in my screams
That of heartbreak and horror
in these shattered dreams
you’ve takin from me you
the real villain in this story ....”