Anxiety

The sorcerer of internal combat

Spells of hypothermia

Spells of Heatstroke

Whispering pleasing relieving techniques

The sweet burning edge of a blade kissing my skin

Feeling blood gently breathing deeply

Blood free to explore beyond prison walls

Oh sweet friend

How you embrace me in your strong protecting arms

How you make me feel safe

How you fuse with my being

How you posses my brain

Only can you relate

Only you, have yet to betray

Thank you for helping me refrain

From seeing that the eyes of another

Cease to see another day

Anxiety, in your eyes, I never look away

Abuse

Oooh

So sweet, sharp, brief, inciting, enticing

Oddly exciting

Such an unexpected presence

So potent in unpredictable aggression

You feel like the taste of a drop of blood

You have many faces

You push the limit before it breaks

You have familiar faces

None for which I've killed the will to slay

Depression

A dead body can't produce tears

A dead body can't hear

A dead body can explore the underworld

A dead body is at home in the gore

You put that shotgun to my eye

You gave me life

Fear

Holding my head under 2 feet deep water

Putting the TV behind my eyelids

Instigating as my muscles tear while marching to the core

Instigating as my body temperature rises

Speaking lies as I look into her eyes

Trying to weigh quantity heavier than quality

Whipping me with chains

Whipping me until they break

Discipline

Their is no tomorrow

Testing you, do you truly desire to exist?

Break me like a bone

TRY TO BREAK MY SOUL!

Freedom

Crying...

Tears hydrating dancing meadows

Weightless...

Painless