The Outsiders Struggle
I know that I'm not perfect, and that I've done some wrong,
so, in a way, I'm expressing it through a poem not a song,
I know that I have problems that should be dealt with,
but I thought that if I ginored them long enough, then they would just be a myth,
I wish I was better, and that time could rewind,
before I became a prisoner of my own mind,
my sins would wrap around me like a chain,
always telling me that I had nothing to gain,
There were times where I felt like my mistkaes were not worthy of redemption,
so I gave up on others and turned to isolation,
I had a broken heart, one that needed to mend,
but I was so afraid to make a single friend,
I never wanted to complain or be dramatic,
because I didn't want to be seen as an attention fanatic,
I had two sides to me that would tear my mind apart,
but there was something stronger than my mind; my heart
no matter what happened, my heart never gave up the fight,
and that started the fire in his soul that made him see the light,
I was tired of seeing pain, the cruel teacher,
so I turned to hope, the ultimate preacher,
I refused to give into the pain,
because I knew that I had so much ore to gain,
I may be destined to feel strife that cuts deep like a knife,
but I refuse to give up on my own life.