opaque
they are all hungry
when my heart is on this platter
there eyes full of longing
there hearts like dark matter
and the whole shpeal
drips like tar from there lips
I won't sip
I want something real
not romantic
but there lies ring like static
and I just want human contact
for a night...
so i just shrug and turn out the lights
sneaking out in the morning twilight
and I am not ashamed...
in this age
men are all realists
and women all idealists
putting there hearts on the line
for the idea of someone
rather than the real someone
and I'd prefer to never love again...
than to go my whole life
with these unrealistic expectations
and setting my heart on fire every time
I want to be my own anchor
and I want human beings at my side
as see threw as I
so I am not caught in a daze
shattered by someone completely opaque.
I am not easy
I am not hard
I do not need you to play any cards
all of this lying is bad for my health
so don't give me a fairytale
but for a minute, a night, a year
just give me yourself.