A slow soft thudding in my ears
My heart beating in rhythm with tears
Your hand gliding on my skin
My breath growing deeper with in
You tell me it's just not meant to be
You lay out the classic "It's not you it's me"
And you were gone
Leaving me wondering where I went wrong
Nightmares raged through my nights
My attitude extended and caused so many fights
I cried as I remembered you walking away
Spent nights wishing I had asked you to stay
They say if you love something let it go
But what if it was never yours from the get-go?
What if he just had some sick scheme
That resulted in the pain of him using me
It was all so real and so true
Well it was for me, but not for you
You were a devil in disguise
A heartless boy full of lies
I hated you for the longest time
I told everyone I was fine
But eventually my hate went in the air
Because in order to hate, you have to care.