For The One I Found
I have found
Another to seduce
Another to profess
Great love for me
And yet....
I cannot return it
I care
I "love"
But I am not
In love
At all
I feel guilty
Leading him on
Using him
To listen
I am a terrible
Whirlwind heartbreak
I don't enjoy it
I despise me
And yet...
I don't stop
I continue this lie
I hide my truth
Why?