Am I not pretty enough

Am I not creative enough

Am I not what you want 

What is wrong with me

I'm not what you want I know this 

I'm just a caterpillar in your sea of butterflies. Invisable

I'll never know what it's like to be with someone who cares

My heart wanted someone who cared

but my mind knew it could never happen 

And my eyes saw that to be true 

Whatever happened to the age of the gentlemen

Men were once sweet, caring, and kind 

but now their stupid, horny, and imaature

They don't know what a real relationship is

The ones who do care are either already in a relationship 

or just don't exist

And then there are girls like me 

left to ourselves to find our "soulmate" 

who probably lives on the opposite side of the world having their hearts 

set on a girl who doesn't even acknowledge their existance

It's sad because I know this isn't true 

but it mind as well be.