october 3: a night in tarot
0. the fool - i would give the world for the people sitting with me in this
fluorescent-lit room on this too-hot-for-october night.
the air is thick and my music is a little too loud.
1. the emperor - coded for success. you are a moth emerging,
beautiful and recently more appreciated by the everyday citizen.
you chew holes through my sweaters, except the sweaters are knit
out of hatred and ignorance.
2. the star - mark two. if i were to guess, i would say you taste like
acai, blueberries, and lemons. you are soft and warm and gentle, a
ray of sunshine in a strawberry field. whether we realize it or not,
you fostered my growth.
3. the chariot - gold medal. you are the winner in a competition you
never registered for. you are first, the highest pedastal, everything i
wanted to be for myself. i congratulate you in this celebration, for
you are the stawberry field.
4. the sun - or, the joker. you are a wild card and everyone knows it.
i can feel your bass drum pumping out a heartbeat, your lead guitar
ringing like a mysterious bell tower where a chemistry professor
suddenly disappeared.
5. temperance - the connection. you are what i need, you're my sidekick
and i am yours. like the ice in your cup i am afraid you will melt away in
my hands and you will be unsalvageable. but even on this
too-hot-for-october night, you hold true. you always do.