Not Myself Anymore
The Mind
All are different
One of a kind
The way I think is not the same
Academic oriented
My parents are to blame
Always pushing to be the best
Friends are distractions
Don't be like the rest
"You need to excel"
"You need to succeed"
So I took my emotions
Out of my brain
Stored somewhere else
Under lock and chain
More room now for details
Shoved inside my head
Like large metal nails
A part of me is dead
Social skills I lack
My "nerdiness" has sometimes
Put me under attack
They see me as
The quiet girl in the back
Never questioning
What's on my mind
Finding out
Who I am inside
The world I live in
Is what others deem cold
Formulas and Facts
Everything controlled
Expressionless face
It's difficult
Accepting an embrace
Inside I'm screaming
For the one thing I don't know
How to feel love
And let my emotions show.