It means to care

But also not

You are learning information

That you’ve finally sought

 

Im finally alive

And giving it a chance

To hope for my future

And stepping on my ants

 

They crawl around

And they bit me hard

I get holes in my body

And im hit like a shard

 

The holes show my strength

And my old challenges

The ones i won't cover

Show my balances

 

The scale of new and old

Fresh and scars

The old me is behind

Now she is just memoirs