I wish I really knew what to do

I can't wait any longer, hope I act soon

Staring at the sky waiting for sun after the moon

Its taking too long, ironically praying for feelings to inversely bloom

 

I never asked for these consequences

I'm suffering the expenses given from my love dispenses

You know your fucked when it hurts to be sincere

Afflicting the people I love and staying alone is my biggest fear.

 

I need time, but who assures they'll wait for me?

How can I tell them how I feel if EVEN I ain't sure ?

I don't know their limits, how long they can endure

Maybe they'll both leave and i'll drown in melancholy.

 

Confusion has intruded my mind

I have entered but when I turned back, no door to find.

This will be one of the times I must break the rules and tear

Down the walls, The people included...its hard to not care.

 

I've realized that consequences can be suffered by those with good intentions

I guess this is what happens for the want of affection

Headaches, lack of concentration and effort, tears; effects of the selection

Whats killing me is the wait to reach redemption

 

There is people that hate me because of my decisions

Don't fucking judge me, you don't know what I've been through!

I'm sorry if I hurt someone close to you

But don't be quick to point fingers, you don't know why I do what I do!

You can't enter my mind or envision my vision

Take the time to listen and don't talk shit if your not in MY POSITION!

 

In life there is always problems, but its hard when you can't solve'em

Sometimes your just in too deep before you know what your involved in.

 

I wonder if I had this coming

Sadly I was trapped before I started running.

 

No Way Out, all exits are blocked

I tried to scream and all I heard was a muffled shout

Difficulties that look hopeless, but I haven't stopped

I still have faith that I will miraculously find a solution route.