Being neglected.
Being rejected.
Feeling disrespected.
I should have fucking guessed it.
Should have excepted.
Everybody else fucking does it.
Feeling lost and betrayed.
Who knew I would be so affected?
I wasn’t prepared.
I need help, I am scared.
Stop pushing me away.
I wish you would have just stayed.
Did your feelings fade? Because I feel like I was being played.
Let me just sit here and play with this blade.
I can’t stand the pain.
Let me cut into my veins.