Negative Person
You may not have died today,
But it feels like it
Because to me you did.
I have done everything
To make your life better
Even hid all the pain
You caused me.
You threatened to kill yourself
On multiple occasions.
I kept talking you out of it.
You continued to attempt
And told me about it every time.
You pretend like it did not matter
And I kept trying to save you.
As you slowly pulled me down
Then pushed me away.
One day I snapped
And to me you became nothing.
I could help no more
I was soo emotionally drained
Almost forgetting how to smile and be happy.
How to feel and love
Without being hurts.
Even though you did not actually die
It felt like it to me
We no longer talk
And you are blocked
Out of my life for good.
My life is better
I am happy
And you are doing fine without me.