My worst fesr

that I don't believe in myself 

I succumb to the negative thoughts of others

allowing fear to take over 

just like a stoner 

when weed takes over

my worst fear 

is that I bear 

a huge burden on my back

carrying around my fears like im holding a hacky sack

my worst fear 

is not being able to help my mom and dad in the future 

believe me and you we do not need to go their

 my worst fear

becsme my reality

when I lost three of the important females 

in my life

I would damn near die

to save them 

my worst fear 

is that I can't be their

when I want to be 

to help you and hold you

when you feel like giving in

and feelling like giving up

my worst fear 

is not trying when I should

when I could

my worst fear 

is not being enough 

im not talking about money 

because everybdy can get dough

it would be nice though

but see my worst fear of not being enough is more like im a half filled cup

never attaining my full potential 

allowing myself to be held badk

and others can't hold me back

my worst fesr

is that I hold myself back