My Voice
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Just sit back
let the world spin you
thats what I thought
Stay still
don’t embarrass your lips
Everyone’s afraid of what you can say
I lay and let them start without me
Where can I start?
I have no voice
They all assume I don’t care
As long as I smile
they can move on with their lives
So the wind takes me in my thoughts
as I travel for a purpose
I told her once
That I have no real life
She accuses a need of attention
I leave with the night instead
Decide I’m not afraid of death
I then believe I don’t care
Just let the world spin
Only Silence will hear my voice
A dashboard will hear me sing
And covers will hold me as I cry through the night
I try to speak
They look away
I repeat myself
They give up and say they had enough
They can’t hear me
She didn’t want to anyway
So words from my thoughts I gave to the wind
Only Miss did I tell
Only Miss asked for more
Asked to hear my voice
Wanted to hear what I told the silence
See the words no one understands
I let it happen
Let these words speak for me
Only then do people hear
Hear what I scream and yell
What I want to sing
This is the only way
The last way to use my voice
So I can care again