I search for the path of enlightenment. I search for my name. So many paths of life stretch on and on yet none are for me. Too many questions on this quest. To be an actor. A writer. A therapist. Too many choices, too many paths. Choose one! The voices say. Why? Says I. Too many passions, too much to care about. To be a helper, but how can I help. To be an actress but a Christian as well. A balancing act  of wills. Searching inside, praying for realization. For answers. For courage. For belief. So many paths. None with my name. So many passions, too many choices, too many paths  .