My time is here and now to leave.

No, not to die and leave this world but to fade into the darkness and just not be around as much.

Yes my love life is over now and I passed it on to someone who needs it more than I do.

I know that the person will use it wisely and not make it go to waste.

My time is here and now and no one can save me.

I know that life is tuff and that everyone needs to be happy but I had a chance to be happy and anything else but I was stupid and I let it slip through my fingers and disappear.

Poof Gone Out Of Reach.

I knew this time would come and greet me one day but it just came to fast and I must accept it now and let it take me away.

I will always be here for everyone though and will always care for those certain people but just not as much you can say.

No one can save me for the moment being and probably longer than I think but, I just have to wait for happiness to come once more for me but that probably won’t come for a while.

Life will change and I can’t escape it now for I did it to myself.

I love many and hope they love me but I must fade away. 

By the time you read this I will have already faded into the darkness and I’m sorry to all those I hurt the most.