I cant deny,

i got  these tears in my eyes,

how am i supposed to feel happy but cant stop crying??

how can i manage to keep going?

i dont feel like myself 

everyday i feel like im dying 

Knowing whats in my mind

but people got the nerve to ask me how im doing so i cant resist lying

i dont know what i deserve anymore!

im sorry everyone angel aint here for the moment

its been 17 years and im still looking to be found

im depressed and nobody knows because i wont make a sound

why is it when i do something good it never shows?

this fire inside is hardly burning anymore 

i can go missing and i wouldnt be concerning anybody

i'll be in a room full of people and still feel alone

sit away from everybody on my own and feel like im in good company

i cant seem to sleep comfortably in my room made for two

but has only one 

and its only me....