My Saving Grace
Life is cruel
It tests people to their limits
In the hands of life
people turn into puppets
Humans must struggle to survive
My weak corrupted heart
only creates more difficulties
I am filled with regrets
Life’s tearing currents causes my heart to sway
I feel weak
even when I try my best
Moving forward is hard enough
let alone doing well in life
Just living is challenging
In the past
I felt completely dead on the inside
Yet
despite my flaws
A handful of people
still accept me
They accept me for who I am
They love me
even though my heart is dark
They are my saving grace
With them
Light exists within my heart
With them
My heart is not empty
With them
Life is worth living
Someday
I will move on from my regrets
I will live a full life
I will free myself from the past
I know I can do this
because I am able to create bonds with others
I am not alone
because I am able to feel warmth from friends
I am not empty
because I am filled with life from the people I care about the most
I am weak
but I can live with that
As long as I find the strength
to protect what is dear to me